posts from the other side of the wall

I received the letter (whole stack of stuff actually) from JPA on monday….wow…got lotsa things to do lar…like open cimb account, fill in the forms, sign the contracts, do medical checkup….

…and I’m going to INTEC, UiTM, Shah Alam to study my pre-U which is Ausmat. But I don’t know the full details until I get the letter from JPA

Sigh….I’ve been bored out of my mind lately. I don’t really have anything much to do and I feel lonely as I haven’t really kept in touch with all my friends and the ones I keep in touch with, well I don’t get to see them a lot. I feel frusfrated….I need to work, and I don’t mean household chores (when I keep complaining that there’s nothing to do my mum will sometimes say ‘Well your room is a mess why don’t you clean it up if you have so much time in your hands’). Household chores are boring and don’t have much meaning in them…it’s just mundane stuff that doesn’t really do me any good, unlike studying where I can be sure that I’ll be learning stuff and they will help me in the future. Hahaz…you see now that I’ll will never make a great housewife?

I’m very nervous because JPA scholarship results are going to be announced on 11th May starting from 9am. I’m nervous as hell…sigh. In www.recom.org, someone posted an article in Berita Harian and a lady from JPA said that the results will be out on the 9th. Based on what some people said, it would be announced at midnight, so I waited…for nothing as the results were not out yet. Yesterday I read about someone who said that the results will be out on the 11th and she was right! She said that she got some ‘unofficial’ resulrs and she even knew for sure that she got the scholarship already…weird huh…I think she must have known some people in JPA or have some connection.

If I don’t get the scholarship *touches wood* I’ll probably stuydy A-Level at Disted Stamford College where I’ll get a partial scholarship (I think full scholarships are only applicable for January and March intakes). Then I’ll have to start the whole agonising process of applying for scholarships, going for interviews and waiting…waiting amd waiting for any news. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don’t let me have to go through that again….PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me get the JPA scholarship *praying and hoping*

*nervous and waiting*

xiang   

     I’ve actually received a few messages from my friends asking me whether I’m studying, working or relaxing. Well, honestly, I’ve been relaxing BIG TIME…lol.

     I’m not studying yet because I’m basically waiting for my results and hoping to get a scholarship to study law ( actually I’m not really sure about what I want because I know I don’t want Criminal Law, I’m just not tough enough and it’ll eat at my conscience. Actually I’ve been wanting to become  a vet for quite some time but realistically speaking, it’s not quite suitable for me as I’m the kinda person who hates getting down and dirty, my dad was the one who told me that, and I’ve gotta admit, he’s right. I was really sad for a while but, well…gotta move on. Another thing I wanna know I Pharmacy, not that I’m especially interested or anything, I just NEED to know more about it. So, Flora, if you’re reading this, tell me okay? seeing as you are studying it in IMU). I went to the education fair which was held at PISA last Saturday (10th) and asked around about Law and I really wanna go to Taylors (maybe it’s because it’s prestigious and stuff, and also because my cousin is studying Architecture there and a few of my friends who went to Taiwan with me are going there (including possibly both of my jimuis - neng peng and yeow yuan). But the 3rd year is at UK and my parents might find it a burden…sigh….but I don’t wanna study Form 6….sigh…in a total dilemma now…

     I’m not working because I ain’t got the transport…lol can’t drive yet (still learning…1st time my left leg ached like mad and I si hui-ed a few times…muahaha). But I seriously wanna work because I want the money to buy a new cell phone..hahaz

     So basically, other than learning to drive I don’t do anything much…being lazy as usual. I maple, watch TV (Desperate Housewives, Ed, Heroes, American Idol, Grey’s Anatomy etc.), bring my dog for walks, chat online, surf the net, listen to music, read novels and prepare a breakfast of scrambled eggs and fried sausages when I’m feeling a teeny bit productive. Pathetic and lazy? Well, think of it this way, I’m probably not gonna be this free until I retire, okay? Might as well enjoy every bit of this slacking…hahaz. Actually I sorta planned to learn yoga and how to play the drums…but…well….sigh. Oh yea, some time back I suddenly had this craving to do homework and assignments, I kid you not…hahaz. It just proves that humans are never satisfied. I mean, while prapering for SPM all I wanted to do was relax and watch tv or whatever. Well, now I can do all that but I suddenly miss studying. This is one of nature’s mysteries, I tell ya!

     I went to double pierce my ears with Pinky on the 3rd of February. The reason I remember the date is because that was the day those dudes from the Taiwanese show Yi Nan Wang went to Queensbay and it was totally crowded…hehe.

     Actually we didn’t get our ears pierced at Queesnbay. Pinky’s dad dropped us at Prangin Mall and we went shopping for cosmetics at Watsons…hehe, and then had our ears pierced at Beads Zone. It wasn’t actually super painful, more like a sting and the feeling was pretty much gone after a while. The reason I wanted ti double pierce is because it’s a symbol of my liberation from Miss Teh’s tyranny….muahaha (lol i seriously tend to exaggerate a lot)

     It was kinda funny actually because we planned to board Queensbay’s free shuttle from Komtar to Queensbay and WE MISSED IT, we actually saw it PASS. In my mind I was contemplating whether I should chase after the bus or not…lol.

     The florist just called me and told me who is was that sent me the flowers like 5 minutes ago. To tell you the truth, I am surprised SHOCKED, because it was totally unexpected seeing as I’ve pretty much been ignoring him

      Whoa, what a day…okay, not today actually, it was yesterday (Valentine’s eve…is there isn’t such a day?

     Anyway, the thing is, while I was counting out how much Pinky and I owe Kaili for helping us buy Elianto products because she was working there and she could help us get stuff for 40% discount, which is actually VERY cool because we basically saved Rm 57.20…not bad huh. Well, main point is (zhong dian, zhong dian- we’d say that when we were in Taiwan…hahaz I miss them lots) a girl called me on my cellphone and asked me where i lived because even though she had my address she didn’t know where the place was specifically. I asked her who she was and she said she was from a shop and that she wanted to send something to my house. I was like ‘Huh? What shop?’ to which she replied she was a florist. A FLORIST, I ain’t kidding you. And then, she proceeded to say that my boyfriend bought me some flowers and they were gonna deliver them to my place. That’s right….B-O-Y-F-R-I-E-N-D….muahaha. I was like ‘what what what what what what what nani nani nani nani’ in my mind…..hahaz okay that was kinda exaggerated. I told her that I did not have a boyfriend (not that I mind…lol) and she was kinda surprised too actually. Well about 15 to 20 minutes later the flowers were delivered and they were pretty…hahaz….how can flowers not be pretty anyway right? To be precise, it was a bouquet of 12 roses and there was a little teddy bear inside. So you’re probably wondering who sent me those flowers, well I can’t enlighten you beacuse I myself don’t know, seriously. There was no card or any indication of who it might me. I have a clue though, the girl told me the person who sent the flowers to me has a friend named Ah Boon. She actually promised to tell me who sent me the flowers but until now I still haven’t heard from her…lol. The guessing game continues…

     The thing is, I didn’t expect to get anything for Valentine’s, beacuse I’m now basically stuck at home most of the time. It’s not like back in school when I got my first rose from a guy or whatever. However, it wasn’t like I WANTED to get anything, because I ain’t got a significant other, nor was I actually interested in anyone…so….hahaz

     To the anoynomous person who sent me the flowers, thanks a lot (that was the first time I got a bouquet). I can sorta get it if you don’t wanna tell me who you are, i can keep on dreaming and fantasizing…hahaz…kidding

Happy Valentine’s Day Everyone

Dear bloggy blog,

            Sorry I haven’t posted any blogs for soooooooooo long. How long has it been already? 1 year? more I think. That’s the thing about me actually- I can’t really keep my commitments, hangat-hangat tahi ayam? Sad but true. Or maybe I just don’t really feel compelled to write every detail of my life. I know my best babe pinky can stay online for like a whole day just to blog, but that ain’t me…I’ a lazy person….hehe

              Another thing is that now i’ve picked up where I left, I’m gonna start using correct English, meaning NO MORE CHAT SPEAK…hahahaz. Hey I’m a good person okay…I don’t wanna corrupt little kiddies’ minds what….lol (not thet I actually think anyone reads my blogs anyway)

love,

xiang

yay…i’m finally bck from sg………it was nice ler but i reli missed pepper, penang n peeps lol…not 2 4get ma hommies 2. oh yea…it was oso tuff not bein able 2 sms lik mad…lol n i couldnt answer my cell when it rang (lol story later)

so…here’s wert i, miss c tink of sg…(even tho i’ve been ther a few times d) heh heh

pros:

~it’s real clean!

~lotsa greenary mann………lol nice ler. lik got trees everywhere…lik all along da roads…sorta lik da road wher pfs is..xcept dat it’s EVERYWHER

~gr8 park i went 2.. east coast park. rox mann….ther’s a beach ther n lotsa lotsa trees (i mentioned dat lotz d huh..haha)…n a jetty n lotsa ppl cycling n rollerblading. can bbq n rent da chalet summore…lol i sound lik i’m advertising

~lotsa places 2 shop n makan…if u get paid in sing dollars dat is

~ppl speak ang mo…….i wuv dis tho many will not agree wif me

~gr8 cinema i went 2 2 watch da harry potter movie…so gigantic……lik can fit a few gsc cinemas inside

~it’s constantly changing…lik if ya dun go ther 4 a few yrs, u probably wun recognise a few places d

~da cars ther ..*whistle in awe*…..damn yeng….so many cars u wun get 2 c in m’sia

~i wuv da public transport…not lik m’sia’s 1…….so efficient huh

cons: (*evil cackle*)

~so xpensive! if ya dun earn in sing dollars, dat is. if ya do….stuff r reli reli cheap..oh, xcept da houses

~so many rulez 1…aack……..as i quote my sj txt book "gereja katolik dianggap mengongkong hidup rakyat eropah semasa zaman gelap"….sg government? similarities? lol but dat’s wad makes sg clean ma

~everywher park car oso gotta pay…blek

observations:

~so many couples 1 wor…n yet da government is worried abt da low birth rate?…well, 2 b fair……….da couples r mostly my age. so i guess da older ppl (ppl hu r more likely 2 procreate..lol) dun date dat much…..*gigglez*

~oh yea……….ppl r constantly eating..seriously. lik anywher n anytime y’noe. open a food stall ther sure got business 1

~lotsa xpatriots 1 (esp ang mo 1)

did ya noe dat:

~da national language is bahasa melayu? (!!!!!????????!!!!) n i tot it was ang mo

~da students (probably secondary students) i saw din hv 2 wear sch shoes 1…wear sneakers nia…i want!

hehe…so dat’s 1 i tink….

nyways…my bday was on da 17th of nov…when i was in sg….adrian called me n being da idiot dat i was, i answered da phone…..baru talk 4 8 minutes sumthing nia gotta pay rm17.80 d…..2 ways mannnnnn…..meaning he had 2 pay n so did i….lol dat screwed up ma mood 4 a while…hahaz. lol my phone did keep ringing b4 dat but i din answer…so i dunno hu called…sorry (oh yea, caller id tak der 1)

i wanna thank da following peeps 4 sending me smses 2 wish me a happy bday n apologize 4 not bein able 2 reply

~alicia- thx lotz babe

~carmen- cant bliv ya still rmb…how r ya? i want ur num…our reunion how d?

~jun giap- thx koko

~jun sen- hehe n sent twice coz u tot i din receive da 1st 1 huh…thx!

~kim hor- hahaz…sorry din reply when i was chatting wif ya

~wei li- spm still rmb huh…nice~ bz wif spm still send me testi? on9 takkan dimarah?thx lotz

~jit loon- hahaz i noe lawrence told u 1…hahaz thx!

~lawrence- same day bday punyer ‘twin bro’…ahax…happy belated bday!

~4986036- sorry i dunno hu u r…..

~nic- hahaz..nxt time go out dun wanna b lamp post d

~ting qiao- happy belated bday 2 u 2….sorry

~pinky- seriously gonna bake me a cake arr….i wan da oreo 1….muahaha…go out sum day…. NO COUPLES… *gigglez*

~shaun- ha u rmb arr….thx

~choon ming- cho kang so bz still rmb…ahax..thx

~meng chiang- wad’s k book? i dun undastand….thx 4 rmbring… =)

wad a long post… *whew*

lotza lotza wuv,

xiang

went 2 gurney yday…n guess wad..din reli hv a god time. juz ok nia…coz pinky pang poay kee at da last minute…saw dun wanna go…ish lazy zit? den peisan’s grandma was admitted 2 da hospital so she went 2 take care of her (wow…good gurl). shin yi oso couldn’t make it coz her dad was in da hospital (so unlucky 4 so many ppl huh)

so onli me n my couple fren…damn felt lik a freakin lamp post/light bulb/3rd wheel/5th wheel….wadever u wanna call it…awkward lo…….thank god jun qian n choon ming appeared in time………..nxt time wanna go out ay time gotta plan better d.

bouhgt ‘da second summer of da sisterhood’ yday…it’s da sequel 2 ‘da sisterhood of da travelling pants’.dis 1 rox 2…stayed up till 5am 2 finish it….cried so many times..hahaz..i’m a self-professed cry baby…no denying dat..watch movies or read novels oso can menangis 1..lol.

i felt reli reli weird yday…coz hu’d tot aft n hearing *him* toking abt *her* i juz felt dis stupid jealous pang….damn…………………..i’m an idiot…nvm i’ll get over it, i guess. i hate myself

anywayz….dis holz………………..super boring lo.got any ideas?

peace out~