posts from the other side of the wall

I received the letter (whole stack of stuff actually) from JPA on monday….wow…got lotsa things to do lar…like open cimb account, fill in the forms, sign the contracts, do medical checkup….

…and I’m going to INTEC, UiTM, Shah Alam to study my pre-U which is Ausmat. But I don’t know the full details until I get the letter from JPA

Sigh….I’ve been bored out of my mind lately. I don’t really have anything much to do and I feel lonely as I haven’t really kept in touch with all my friends and the ones I keep in touch with, well I don’t get to see them a lot. I feel frusfrated….I need to work, and I don’t mean household chores (when I keep complaining that there’s nothing to do my mum will sometimes say ‘Well your room is a mess why don’t you clean it up if you have so much time in your hands’). Household chores are boring and don’t have much meaning in them…it’s just mundane stuff that doesn’t really do me any good, unlike studying where I can be sure that I’ll be learning stuff and they will help me in the future. Hahaz…you see now that I’ll will never make a great housewife?

I’m very nervous because JPA scholarship results are going to be announced on 11th May starting from 9am. I’m nervous as hell…sigh. In www.recom.org, someone posted an article in Berita Harian and a lady from JPA said that the results will be out on the 9th. Based on what some people said, it would be announced at midnight, so I waited…for nothing as the results were not out yet. Yesterday I read about someone who said that the results will be out on the 11th and she was right! She said that she got some ‘unofficial’ resulrs and she even knew for sure that she got the scholarship already…weird huh…I think she must have known some people in JPA or have some connection.

If I don’t get the scholarship *touches wood* I’ll probably stuydy A-Level at Disted Stamford College where I’ll get a partial scholarship (I think full scholarships are only applicable for January and March intakes). Then I’ll have to start the whole agonising process of applying for scholarships, going for interviews and waiting…waiting amd waiting for any news. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE don’t let me have to go through that again….PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE let me get the JPA scholarship *praying and hoping*

*nervous and waiting*

xiang